Dear my old crushie

I only want you,
I tried all I knew to make you mine, but it yielded no fruit,
Of course, you were the first girl I loved, but that is not the reason,
I only love you, and nobody else will ever change my mind,
I only want you.
When you rejected me, I felt like the world had ended,
I felt like I was not man enough to stand in front of humanity,
My feet became heavy,
Going back home became a problem,
My health deteriorated, but there was no diagnosis,
I only want you.
Yes, I know you have a boyfriend since I left you with one,
But that cannot prevent me from loving you,
You are my queen,
The only girl with African beauty evident in your skin and color,
Anytime I think of your smile, I regain the power to chase my dreams,
I only want you.
I have met girls, yes, so beautiful, but none is like you,
None of them has ever made me feel the way I used to feel when I was with you,
I thought money was the problem, but I have realized that money is not a solution for happiness,
There have been some girls who have shown interest since we broke up, up to now,
But they have not brought happiness back into my life,
I hope one day we will meet again and rekindle our love,
Because I only love you.