Love story part one

Different people start their love journey differently.you might think that I had no feelings but that's not true. Why I knew that one day I will have somebody to love. This is what I did has I had planned since I was a kid.

'when I was on my end year of college I started thinking of how my dreams should be fulfilled. This is the time when I start looking for some little contracts of course to fulfill may desired dreams. I straggled so much since I had no documents to present for the nice job.Sometimes the contractor delay paying, make you work on poor condition and so on. Despite of all those there was a fruit waiting for me.

I spotted a beautiful flower between the thorns. At first I feared to pick not because of the thorns but because it was on the higher and sliding ground. Through days I keep on watching. As I pass near my eyes never stop seeing it. This became my norm .

One day I decide to make a step since I couldn't stand it anymore. I made a cowardly introduction. But it was the best for a starter. Though their were butterflies in my stomach I did it to my best. The day went smoothly as got to know her name and her character"what she likes" This is where the feelings started going deeper and deeper why she had everything I wanted from a girl.

We start being close until a day couldn't pass without seeing her. Everytime I meet her I couldn't make anything to make her stay long because I always wish to see her anytime as long as my eyes were open. I became an addict to her. I confirm this when I was a way from home, I couldn't sleep simply because I didn't see her. I struggle to fight it for a week but it yield no fruit. This is when I was convinced by my instincts to be in love with her.

On my return I decide to spit what has been burning my heart. However, things did not go as I had planned. I tried to talk to her but she acted to be in hurry. I think she might have guess what I wanted to say because that day I dress differently and talk differently. This didn't make me lose hope on her since I believe there is always a second chance. I meet her going to church. This time I had slightly improve on my previous mistakes. I talk to her but she wasn't that responding well. I ask her where she was going and she replied with "where my stomach faces"I told her I am waiting for her there and she replied that she was going to take long and go through the other way. Then I had nothing to reply so I tell her it's good. We will meet next. She came with a boy who was tall and muscular than me. But because of the power of love I face the boy till he accepted. When she found that I have succeeded she look for another way to hurt me.

I told her everything I was feeling for her and she replied with "so what?" Since I thought her question was genuine I told her that I want to start romantic journey with her and she never replied anything instead she worked away laughing. After a week as usual I normally attend youth meeting and I pass the same route and of course at the same time. She intentially invite her boyfriend to add on I found the boy on my return around my home. This is the time I found it was too much and I need to try new things. But that was the worse thing I ever made because I developed love ulcer. Why, because she was the only one I love and leaving her was too hard. This took me months and look for medicine. I look for her replacement but it was not successful. But as time goes I was mutating. Right know I am... To be continued